Welcome Beautiful Spirit
Holder of the energy is an ancient spiritual ability. Since the beginning, this knowledge has been passed down from generation to generation. With this gift the holder acts as a conduit with the ability to receive, transmute, and transmit tremendous amounts of energy with a specific intention and for a specific purpose.
About Me
My Story...
My name is Jane, and I have been living on this planet for over 69 years. I am a mother, a grandmother, a sister, and a friend. My passions include art and nature. Most of all, I have discovered that my identity is as Spirit. I chose to come here to have a human experience. In addition to what I have already shared, it’s important to understand that I have been on my path to spiritual awakening and spirit consciousness for forty-plus years. I am both intuitive and empathic, which allows me to connect with my clients and their intentions during our sessions.
At this point I’d like to share this story . Found this in one of my old journals from back when my son was in active addiction,
“As I write this I am getting a visual of a football field….I am there, God throws a pass to me but no one explained to me that I would only need to clutch that ball for a short while and there would come a time I would need to let that ball go. For years I put my head down, and with a death grip on that ball, I ran all over that field & even when I was tackled & had a big pile of the weight of his consequences and residuals pinning me to the ground I continued to try my best to protect that ball with a sure determination that I knew the rules and how this game was supposed to be played. Finally I learned some new, different, and healthier rules of engagement. I am beginning to see myself and others differently and to absorb and internalize this new way of being. It’s okay that I only hold the ball briefly, from time to time, and I willingly toss it back. This frees up my hands and my focus.”
I share this with you to illustrate the types of experiences that have contributed to my knowledge base, what has worked for me, and ultimately led me to continuing fulfilling my purpose.
The first time my son went to a drug treatment center, during a visit, I noticed and spoke with several young people there who had no visitors ever for a variety of reasons. Missing their own moms, some of them even asked me for a hug!
When my son left the treatment center and subsequently relapsed, I was experiencing tremendous emotional pain. Once again, I was laser-focused on him and had allowed my happiness to hinge on his sobriety. I stopped attending that particular meeting because “my son” wasn’t there. Little did I know all the lessons that were in store for me and how I would advance on my path as a result.
I was developing a much broader view of addiction and recovery. Still, even more, I was able to begin applying and living spiritual principles I had embraced: that we are all connected and that I could choose to experience and demonstrate unconditional love, compassion, joy, and allowance. With that, I returned to that treatment meeting to celebrate recovery, give hugs, and show my support for those young people.
I was transformed emotionally and able to let go absolutely in the knowledge that there is a plan for his life, as there is for all of us. No longer was my energy connected to the residuals of my sons’ choices. Learning to observe without thought or judgment is a gift and one of the many lessons I desire to share with those seeking to acquire new tools in their toolbox.
